Life as It Happens!

THIS IS CRAZY!!!

2008-08-21T04:00:07Z

Do you know whats crazy?!

*I'M* fucking crazy.

thats right. In case you didn't know it, I am INSANE.
I took it easy today....packed, double checked, re-packed etc etc.
It was nice to know I had finished everything in full...

so then Conan and I decide to do a few dry runs of our act....and I decide to put on the top portions of my costume to practice in (I needed to see how restricted my movements were)

Well la-de-fucking da

I discovered I was VERY unsatisfied with the velcro pieces I spent the better part of 3 days sewing on by hand to fasten the back of the shirt.

So much so, that I ripped them all out tonight, took in the hemming, and then put on a zipper (good thing I had extras!) the stupid zipper is one of the annoying ones that doesn't come open completely at the bottom...

but its SOOOOO much better. I can move my arms without having to worry about ripping the velcro open (when we were practicing, I kept hearing them rip open when I would dance) and I just couldn't have that!!

Dave was trying to save me from my insane-ness/panic attack by telling me I could leave it as is (ie: not risk throwing months worth of work down the drain the day before the con) and then modify it before the next few cons (I will wear it to every con until next SFX) but yeah...

I am just crazy.

So I did it. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much happier.

The only thing I am worried about now, is the wig. I mean, technically I have two, so if the first goes wonky, I still have the second, but I hope that the first one won't go wonky. I want it to stay perfect....

now I am worried. Jeeze, I stress myself the fuck out.

Now I need to repack up/re-organize everything...and clean up all the new lose threads on my costume.

Tomorrow I have lots of errands to do. Set up of the dealers table is going to be at 1 pm (so technically I could of had people over to work) Stupid dealer didn't communicate times, so Conan was guessing based on when he had to help last year.

So much to do now, so little time!!

argh!!

2008-06-04T20:26:51Z

I sliced my fucking finger open.

Fucking costume. Fucking foam. FUCK!!

I had to use 4" thick foam (or bigger) cause I couldn't find my thin stuff....and I can't find my good exactos, so I was using a safety blade from work (when not cutting boxes, they aren't so fucking safe!) and yeah...

BAH

At least the blood didn't stain any of the costume, and I have the bleeding under control.

Deep enough to be a big pain in the ass, but too shallow for fucking stitches. FUCK!

tinkler @ 2008-04-29T21:08:00

2008-04-30T02:08:53Z

coba was cool....

too many tourists there, it was chaos! nearly got knocked off by pushy rude french fuckers (from quebec no less) but really, it was scary!
best part was the Mayan village....

saw a crocodile too......

300+ pitures so far, LOL

will need batteries soon!

New Star Wars Gangsta Rap

2008-03-24T21:42:42Z

OMFG.

This was brilliant.

Just fucking brilliant. And I don't even like rap!!

HAHAHAHA

I command you to watch it!

New Star Wars Gangsta Rap

2008-03-24T21:40:36Z

OMFG

I pissed myself laughing at this.

SO FUCKING well done!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

tinkler @ 2007-11-27T14:35:00

2007-11-27T19:35:22Z

I am nothing but a useless piece of shit.

I try so hard, and I accomplish fucking NOTHING.

I cry when I get frustrated, and try again...

and still get squat.

And then I give up, walk away and don't care to try again.

Therefore probably going to result in my failing.

Story of my motherfucking life, I don't know why I thought it would be any better at OCAD

Stolen from hico

2007-11-19T11:55:23Z

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

Elephant?!

2007-10-04T17:11:52Z

I saw a fucking elephant at Casa loma today!

!!!!!

It was soooo fucking cool. They were filming an Indian movie (I could tell by the costumes/period design) and yeah, next thing I notice is this big ass motherfucking Elephant! (with a cool riders cage thingy on top)

Hahahaha! Driving along Spadina ROCKS

The Pony Lady

2007-09-24T18:39:36Z

Hahaha!!

They hosted it on YouTube too!
Come give positive comments!! :D
Apparently I'll need 'em! Hehehehe

Fully made the 6 oclock news!!!

2007-08-26T06:29:35Z

Hahahahaha!!

I found it:

http://www.citynews.ca/news/news_14095.aspx

I HAVE THE POWER!!!!!

Pictures to come soon :)

I FUCKING RAWK

2007-07-26T19:36:26Z

Awhile ago I broke my Newsbin.

Aka: the program I run to get movies, cartoons, episodes, songs, etc etc...

I do pay for my downloading!

Well anyways, a long while ago...it froze, and I lost my "server". Since then, I haven't been able to connect, and its been driving me nuts!!
So today I decide to update my newsbin (I was running version like, 4) to the newest...

I re-entered my server info...and crossed my fingers...

and it WORKED!! It fucking worked!!! I might have to pay for the new Newsbin ($35) but its a small loss! The person who set me up with this program was Adam (aka old boyfriend) and he hasn't been willing to help me try and figure it all out, but fuck him, I did it on my own! (heiko offered to help me, but I never bothered to follow up on it yet!)

After MONTHS of frustration....EEEEEEEEE! I'm so fucking proud of myself right now

::beams::

Shit, its time for bed.

I cleaned up at Woodbine after work this morning....now to sleep untill work tonight.

FUCK. I have to write my essay this weekend.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I fucking rawk!

Dot and the Kangaroo

2007-03-22T01:35:20Z

Sooo...

I love going down memory lane, and honestly, listening to this again made tears come down!

Does anyone remember Dot and The Kangaroo (the movie)

Its waaay old, but man I watching it like, a bajillion times as a kid. Its one of those that I love, right up there with "The last unicorn"....so yeah, it fucking rocks my socks!!

This was one of the songs from the movie...gotta love that musac!

tinkler @ 2007-03-20T21:19:00

2007-03-21T01:23:23Z

I am all headachey right now, and it won't go away! Grrrr, at work, I was very dizzy and saw "stars" alot.

I am on my way out now to meet scott and hopefully make it to catch a movie in time...I guess we'll have to see!

I have a few pictures to load up from this weekend. My green haired LCBO outfit :)

I stopped in at Crappy tire after work to buy some brackets and other things I need for my project, I think tomorrow after I get my car fixed (which I am so pissed about, cause its like, FAR) I will have to do some work on my project. I want to wire/connect it all, see if it works. Heh.

And without electricuting myself......stupid headache, go the fuck away!

Holy exaustion batman.....

2007-03-04T16:06:22Z

Well last night was good, it was bad, it was everything all rolled into one!

I hung out with Tessa for a bit before the Beefcake Cheesecake...we got ready together in her room (and most importantly- SHOWERED!) (Hico Too, when Tess and I weren't changing of course!)

I love that hotel, they have balcolnys!!!!! MEEP! It was good to see many people! And Alex, we need to start talking MORE! The clock is ticking now, tick tock, tick tock!!

I have to head off to work, I am SOOOO tired...

All together, the BEefcake/Cheesecake raised ::well:: OVER $1,000 to go to Casey house! A new Record! Whoooop!

I definately think they need a bigger room, apparently people didn't want to wait in the huge ass long line....so I am sure they would of/could of made even more money!
It ran from like, 8:30 (when I had to be ready) Untill well after 12 am! O_o

Went back to check out the dance...yeah, not so much fun whenI see a friend who is hurting, which is caused by another friend....so now what do I do?

This shit was hard fucking enough for me, so I left and went outside...
and then wandered...

and then headed back outside....

*sigh*

What an awfull end to what was a wonderfull evening. THe worst part is that I didn't even get to speak with someone whome I had wanted too, but really I don't know what to do or how to deal with it (and no suggestions needed, cause I am just venting)

I'm just sad it went down like that (moreso for the other person whom was hurt then me) So yeah, the evening was a complete success and a huge disaster all at once.

I got to sit on Gordie-Boo's lap, and its been awhile, LOL...I left not too late, I duno around 3...I was so exausted, and I still am! I probably should of left alot earlier. Pictures to come later on, adter work, which I have no idea how I will make it thru!

::yawn::

2007-02-12T18:49:06Z

What a long weekend. Blah

I have to do alot of homework this week before school....need to render 8 designs for a brochure holder (LOL, I am using the Girl Guides as my Non-profit organization) and th en I need to take my best 2 and render them in full colour/mount them

Its funny cause its totally easier for me to build them then to draw them in isometric!!
I already designed one, then I copied two from the LCBO (I made paper patterns from them)

I want to use one of the two from the LCBO, of course, I would have to mofify it alot ^^
Anyways....I feel just all around icky and *soooooooooo* tired.

I booked my appointment to get my 5th wisdom tooth pulled out....going to go next week during reading week.

Oh yeah, and I guess I'll have to go shopping this week-weekend....I'll have to wait untill after V-day if I want to try and find a corset/boustier for really cheap....I won't be able to wait *too* long, cause I need to hit up the fabric store to buy alot of red matieral for the rest of the costume!

I did all of my sketches the other day...

of course Kate and I have chosen to do another "pair" theme. Heh. I hope I'll have enough money to throw this all together...if I can, I only want to spend like, $100-150 tops (cause I know the stupid wig is going to be $35 and the corset will be around $30-50) Damn expensive pieces!

OI! I really must be off to work then!

Holy Moley!

2007-02-05T18:03:58Z

holy crap!!!

Yesterday at work, this dude took out the front doors to the mall!!!

I felt so bad for the old dude, he backed up too fast and smashed his car thru almost half the front entrance of the mall infront of my LCBO!!

It was sooooo loud when he hit! Not to mention, it shook the whole store! O_o

I had never seen anything like this before, just holy shit~!!! His wife was standing *right* where he backed into...thankfully she got out of the way, just HOLY FUCK~!!

Its all boarded up to shit now, but wowowowwowowow

I missed the super bowl cause I had to dye my hair, and I stayed at work late....BOOO! My team won tho! Well, I wanted the Colts to win! Whooo!

And I am sooooo proud of Scott! I told him I didn't want him driving to his buddies/home....and he didn't! I went to pick him up at like 11:45, I am just soooo proud of him doing the right thing (he is all embarassed to ask for a ride, where I would rather help him, then have him drink and drive! OI)

motherfucking WOODBRIDGEBRATS!!!

2007-02-01T15:45:59Z

I fucking HATE woodbridge!! I loathe all the new generation of kids growing up there, they are spoiled fucking childdren whose parents have lost the values of old (ie: Italy) and are no longer teaching thier children the difference between right and wrong!

a 10 pm movie, on a SCHOOL NIGHT (and I would of thought that they couldn't get to the theatre, no real ttc up there) fucking only 7 god damn people int he whole theatre (including scott and I)

and FIVE out of the 7 there, were fucking under 15!!
They talked loud, picked up thier cell phones IN THE FUCKING MOVIE

Gezus fucking xhrist! Of course I am going to get mad, ther are only 7 people here, I CAN HEAR YOU

One fucker just kept getting up and out of his seat to sit down again cause it made noise. GOD DAMNIT>

I swear I weas livid!!! When scott approached 2 of the fucking morons (they were older out of the bunch) they all got physical! Stupid scott!! He is a macho kinda guy, adn won't l;et people walk all over him...

so when the one kid spit in his face, game fucking on.

YOu know what? If you are going to be a motherfucker in a public place, that I PAID MONEY TO BE IN, then you should expect people to try and talk reason to you. After that didn't work, I didn't care that scott ws all up in thier faces too. Fucking stupid punks, they think they are so tough!!

I was pissed they spit on him, and I was pissed he wanted to fight them (cause honestly, I COULD of probably killed them too) He didn't, adn whatever, screaming match all the way to my car...

while the two real winners waited for a cab, probably paid for by thier stupid parents.

All this just to enjoy a movie.

Needless to say, I will NEVER be back up there for awhile, they give all Italians a bad fucking name.

Those little mangia cake ghetto wanna be's.

Moooooove Over!

2006-08-17T13:43:17Z

Well the next time you see me post, I will be in MY ROOM!

Hot fucking dang! I just hope it all works fine and dandy! Turrah!

Holy Carp!

2006-06-22T17:25:33Z

well I am boooored...I don't want to work on my costume (even tho I should!!)

I spent a good part of the morning uploading pictures of my other costumes up and into a gallery

(Gallery is linked incase anyone cares!)

http://images.cosplay.com/gallery.php?member=38928&cat=500

and holy CARP!!

http://cgi.ebay.com/1987-My-Little-Pony-Summer-Wing-Pony-Lady-Flutter-NRFB_W0QQitemZ6066303120QQihZ009QQcategoryZ375QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

I have her!!!
In the box and everything....hmmmmmmmmn.......would be some nice extra money!

I think I am going to go out for a bit, cause I have to sit by my celly waiting for this chiquita to call me about the filming today....need to get out of the house....

yawn

2006-05-19T00:39:54Z

Nothing too exciting to update...

this weekend is the long weekend (horray!) and I have day shifts at work (double horray!)

I am off Sunday/Monday....and still need to find some plans this weekend.

I have had a long week of feeling all BLAH....I think its just the pre-rag blues....hehehe..

meh, at least I have my online gaming to keep me company! To be honest, whenever I work days, I am really tired all the time, even tho I still stay up late, I never feel like going out.

Oh yeah, my car has a leak I discovered today, booooo...its at Ford right now, and they will take it in tomorrow. Damnit!!!! That blows!

Apologies to those I have yet to call or hang out with, I suck ass

The before I forget post!

2006-04-27T23:11:46Z

This is an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY to wispykitty who's birthday is on Sunday! Yayayaya! I will think of you when I am on the beach drinking beer ;)

I already packed up my suitcase, and got my carry on ready to go (aka a knapsack) As well as Laid out my clothes for the plane...

I went to the bank today and bought some travellers cheques rather than carry it all around as USD. I don't have much to do, and I hope I didn't forget anything! O_o
I painted my toenails today after work, heh. Stupid nailpolish! Right now I am burning a few CDs (already did the cartoon theme songs, not its the disney songs, heheheehe) and then maybey a few new rock/mix CD's...and that should hold me over for the week!

I will not be able to chat with Dialup tonight (boo) cause he went to Atlantic City today with his friends...but thats okay! I was looking forward to him distracting me tonight....but I guess I will just go out for a bit! LMAO. I am sad that I won't get to talk to him untill he is here in person! Oh man, I am still soooo fucking excited and nervous, I hope we get along in person!

*squees*

I swear, as much fun as I am in Cancun, I cannot wait to get home!!!

I saw Adam today at work, he didn't even look at me! I am still sooo pissed he never even had the balls to say happy birthday. Man, I can't tell you how much that dissapoints me :(

I am sure I will post a goodbye later before I leave (we will depart for the airport around 3 am ish I am told....) our plan will leave at like 6 am

I will be awake for more than 24 hours! Oi!! I got up at 6 am, and will not get to rest till we get there!

make like poo bear and Think Think Think

2006-03-14T04:44:43Z

I caught my first episode of project runway tonight from the second season. God DAMN I wish I didn't miss like, all the other episodes so far!

I takled with Tammy today, and we talked about, well the whole "not seeing Adam" thing right now.

We definately established that dating sucks when there is no one to occupy your time (cause its lonely, and then you miss things) but when there is something to occupy your mind/time its a-okay.

I keep going back and fourth between the whole I want to be free and take it easy thing to the I wish I was back into my serious relationship (all the more reason why I am glad I decide to take a break, I mean, hell, if I am THIS damn confused)

So yeah. Poor Adam though, I feel so bad still for hurting him so...and each day we just seem to get worse and worse in terms of getting along. My temper is short, and he continues to make jabs at me for what I did (and yeah, I let him cause honestly, I totally did hurt him)

He feels that I make little to no time for him, period. I truley do make an effort to see him, just not as much as if we were still dating....which is another reason for the "seperation".

Bah. Its falling apart from under my nose, and I hope this is what I really wanted, cause before I know it, he is going to be gone. I just, fuck, I am not ready to go back, not yet.

I am not sure if it is nieve (sp) of me to believe it:
but honestly I do....if we were meant to be together forever (like soul mates) then it will happen in the future, regardless if I am seeing him right now or not.

I hate feeling so confused.
But like Tammy said (and I agree with her fully) I only feel sad, and down and depressed when there is nothing to occupy/controll my thoughts.

I did talk to Adam today, this morning actually. He managed to make me feel guilty for something I shouldn't feel guilty for, and I kinda was hurt/upset by it. Then we both are upset, conversation ends and thats that.

Never bothered to call me, and although I was going to call him this evening, I decided not to bother. (occupied my time by watching project runway)

Bah. Although I know I should not expect it, I really hope the guy I met at the bar gives me a call sometime this week....don't get me wrong, I have already assumed he is not going to (again, self image issue with me at times) so that way I don't hurt when it doesn't happen. Pretty stupid I know! It feels like highschool all over again! LOL

In other news, my friend is subletting her appartment for a few months. I REALLY want to just pick up and move into her place while she is gone....but, it would be SO complicated! Stupid no driveway for me to leave my car

:sniffs:

If there was somewhere to park (ie: as in I don't have to get a special permit) I totally would of done it.
Sometimes I think I should just list all my ponies for sale, take the money, and move out! And then I think, but I have worked so hard, and I have been seriously collecting ponies for, hmmm, at least 7, if not 8 years now! O_o
Thats a pretty long time! I am trying very hard to slow down and eventually stop purchasing them from ebay, so that I will be able to try and save up some money to get out of this house. To get away from everyone! (ha! So then I can be even MORE lonely)

I just, I think my desire to be independant seems to be kicking all my other desires asses. If it wins, I will listen to it, and will do whatever I have to do. I have my main thing I need (computer) cause I will only need to pay for internet, whoot, I have a tv tuner card!

::puts the lid back onto her thoughts::

C.A.L.M

2006-03-14T00:21:11Z

So I told my dad about the guy I met in the bar from Saturday night and how he was a member of C.A.L.M
and how I might be able to become one too (for my very VERY bad cramps). He was all for it, and will help me get the forms filled out (since I don't really *have* a dr still, and just get medication/perscriptions filled out from one of his buddies)

Who knows if they will let me become a member, but the worst that can happen is they say no!

Speaking of which, ran into 3 of the people I used to hang out with in highschool and got so smoke with them today while I was in my class. Yay old friends :)

tinkler @ 2006-02-07T19:59:00

2006-02-08T02:01:05Z

Shelly just redid my Lj layout! Isn't it UBBER COOOL!!!

She sepnt an hour or so doing it while I was dicking around at school (literally dicking around)

Love you twinks I hope you feel better **KISSES** Shelly

Wow, tired

2005-07-29T16:13:22Z

Holy fuck I am tired.

I worked yesterday (which was gooooood! Hardly any customers..) in the morning. Then I left, went to Yorkdale to get gift certificates (holy SHIT has that place ever changed! I swear, its been like years since I have gone....) then I went back to work for 8 pm.

We had a huge load comming in, and the shift, I could of left at any time...

BUT.

I only got paid time and a half after I worked an 8 hour shift. Which means, I was only making OT after 9:30....

So I stayed untill 3 am with a bunch of people. And holy fuck we were all so tired.

Hardly worth it in retrospect! I could of been playing COH! Heh!

They have the shift tonight, but I am working days tomorrow, so fuck that. I was working days today too, but its Tammy's mum's birthday and she asked for my day shift (so I said yes)

Time to play COH!!!

Life as It Happens!

THIS IS CRAZY!!!

argh!!

tinkler @ 2008-04-29T21:08:00

New Star Wars Gangsta Rap

New Star Wars Gangsta Rap

tinkler @ 2007-11-27T14:35:00

Stolen from hico

Elephant?!

The Pony Lady

Fully made the 6 oclock news!!!

I FUCKING RAWK

Dot and the Kangaroo

tinkler @ 2007-03-20T21:19:00

Holy exaustion batman.....

::yawn::

Holy Moley!

motherfucking WOODBRIDGEBRATS!!!

Moooooove Over!

Holy Carp!

*yawn*

The before I forget post!

make like poo bear and Think Think Think

C.A.L.M

tinkler @ 2006-02-07T19:59:00

Wow, tired

yawn